Painful Memories- Poemchallenge by @margaretwise by prechyrukky

poemchallenge · @prechyrukky · Nov 17 '18 (edited)

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Painful Memories- Poemchallenge by @margaretwise

https://cdn.pixabay.com/photo/2012/11/07/22/32/pink-sand-dunes-65310__480.jpg
[PIXABAY](https://cdn.pixabay.com/photo/2012/11/07/22/32/pink-sand-dunes-65310__480.jpg)
*Another day is gone 
A day has passed away 
But the memories are still fresh 
You may have been gone for quite some time now 
But the memories in our heart are still there 
The pains we feel are still there.*

*If feelings were just mere words as it sounds from the lips
I could have been glad 
But feelings are not just words 
Feelings are the state of the heart 
And my feelings right now is not okay
My heart is not okay 
A part of it is gone, which is you.*

*I have been unstable 
I loss myself the day I lose you 
It was all like a dream
Most times I wish it was just a dream 
It hurts so much that's it's a reality 
A reality I don't want to accept but I have no choice but to accept.*

https://cdn.pixabay.com/photo/2015/07/02/10/44/crow-828944__480.jpg
[PIXABAY](https://cdn.pixabay.com/photo/2015/07/02/10/44/crow-828944__480.jpg)

*We never have the opportunity to say our last goodbyes 
I never had the time to tell you how I truly love you 
The time we ought to have was cut short 
Death came like the beast it is and took you away from my sight 
I'm so disappointed in me that I couldn't save you from the beast.*

*It may have been years you have been gone 
But the feelings are still fresh and new in my heart 
Thousands of times I do wish you were here 
But my case is just like that of if "wishes were horses beggars could have ridden"
I'm saying a goodbye 
Not a goodbye forever but a goodbye for now 
Goodbye till we meet again to depart no more.*

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### I'm @prechyrukky  and I writes. Thanks for reading

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@margaretwise · Nov 18 '18

<i><center>

Poetry is a WORD
a record of feelings
souvenir of the event
in a half-step captured experience.</center></i>

My Congratulations and thank you for taking a break from everyday worries. Poetry arises from a particular sensitivity and from the need to express in a personal way, its relation to the world and to itself in the form of words that purify the soul.

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