To leave far from you by seyiodus

poetry · @seyiodus · Aug 9 '18

$1.17

To leave far from you

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## <center>To leave far from you</center>
<center>I do not believe in my dreams anymore
My heart breaks
You ended up winning
You ended up killing me</center>


<center>You are an integral part of my existence
You are in fact, my greatest suffering
My cries, my SOS, you do not hear
My tears flow,  you do not see</center>


<center>Living with you has become difficult
Support your manipulations, not easy
Always and still alone in my despair
You make a point of taking away all hope</center>


<center>Today the future seems very dark
Our couple flew into a black hole
My eyes are drowning in tears
I only have one desire, lower the guns</center>


<center>I want to forget everything I endured
Links that you put me, detach me
I want to erase all these memories
These bits of life that make me suffer so much</center>


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@mcsamm · Aug 10 '18

so impressive and a good emotion to share @seyiodus. happy weekend dear

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