I have heard somewhere that Death and need to shit can come anywhere and anytime. LOL 😊

It is certainly true and there is no second opinion about it. We probably have no control over it. Every morning I wake up and see the mirror and I ask to myself: “if today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today”? And answer is definitely ‘No’.

I atleast want to transform my answer from No to atleast ‘may be yes’. That was the day I understood that getting up from bed compellingly just to go to work and earn money is not what I truly and only want in my life. Having been made redundant in the past, I’m so obliged for what my job gives me; the routine, the income, something to get out of bed for in the morning. But the accomplishment, the desire, the enthusiasm needs to be there as well. It was missing.

That was the day I took decision in my life to lessen my working hours and take out some time for myself, for the things I really want to do, for the things that indeed make me happy. I knew that the choice is going to influence me severely specially to my manager 😊. But I did not want any hurdles. 

Inner peace is must which is why I started focusing more on Yoga. I started spending more time and more energy. So now I get out of bed (this time not forcefully) to practice yoga and all the Asanas. Dance is something which gives me positive energy any time and for as long as my body allows. I preserved my evening time for whatever I feel I should do. Dance, reading, playing with children, walk, running, partying, blogging, sitting to get my own time, scrolling through Facebook posts, chit chat with friends, family time and what not. 

So, now I try to do atleast one thing dissimilar from other days. The thing which makes that particular day special to me. So, by all this I try to make each day different and ofcourse special. My life is no more filled with redundant activities which I do for the sake of doing. I am more of me now, this is how I want my life. Little bit meaningful, funny at times, something scary and full of thrill, most important unique and different. It brought back my passion and love for life.