Lost by chinyerevivian

poetry · @chinyerevivian · Oct 2 '18

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Lost

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<center><sub>*Sweet torture, this feeling has become
Of you and your power over me
The guard on my mind is falling apart 
The walls around my heart crumbling slowly 
You do things to me that I cannot explain 
Lovely sensation that tickles and curls the toe
Causing me to lose track of time
Restless is now my second name 
While I wait and watch for you 
Hoping only for a glimpse*</sub></center>

<center><sub>*Day and night you invade my dreams 
Thoughts of you keep me awake 
Of things we can do together 
And the things I want to do to you
I’m torn between the choices I have to make 
Whether to let you go or hold you tight 
But I know I cannot choose 
I cannot resist you no matter how hard I try 
You’ve owned me completely 
I love it even when I hate it*</sub></center>

<center><sub>*Without you, I’m lost
Without your touch, I’m nothing 
My memory is a mess when it comes to you
You always creep up to me 
Snuggling in at odd times 
Bringing smiles to my trembling lips 
I never wanted you in the beginning 
I loved staring at nature and enjoying the quietude it brings 
Till you came along and changed everything 
I don’t regret a single moment spent in your arms*</sub></center> 

<center><sub>*I need you so much I can taste it
I can’t breathe till I hear your voice 
The so familiar baritone 
Soothing the aches around my heart 
It’s become a sweet pain 
As familiar as oxygen
Itching yet pleasurable 
I throb with desire for you 
Only your flavour can quench this hunger
Don’t make me wait forever*</sub></center>
***
This poem is a little personal. Don’t ask, LOL. It took me more than an hour to write. I’ve never spent that much time on a poem before. 

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