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Super Deep Song. I'm not going explain the tedious details of why I made this song in particular back in 2012 or what happened to trigger something like this out of me, but the song speaks for itself and regardless of the hurtful experiences we all go through from people we trust and become close to or expect too much from, we must continue to put forth love, because love heals all, and is the key to bringing peace to our life, no matter how evil and selfish people can be.

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If you have difficulty playing the soundcloud player provided above, here is the direct link to the 
[**It's Hard To Trust But To Love…I Must**](https://soundcloud.com/verbald/its-hard-to-trust-but-to-love-i-must-feat-edgar-miranda-prod-by-call-me-chase-money), which will redirect you to the website soundcloud.


Full Song Lyrics and Due Credits provided below.


Song's Due Credits
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Beat Produced by Call Me Chase Money
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Chorus Written & Created by Verbal D 
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Chorus Performed by Verbal D & Edgar Miranda
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Verses 1 & 2 Written, Created & Performed by Verbal D
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Full Song Lyrics:

Verbal D & Edgar Miranda
Chorus:
Hey 
It’s So Hard To Trust Someone
Cause When I Give My All
I Don’t Want To Fall…No
Hey
If You Plan To Deceive Me
I’ll Put Up My Walls
Won’t Accept Your Calls… For Help

Verbal D
VERSE 1:
IN THIS MILLENIUM
YOU CAN’T TRUST ANYONE
THEY’LL STAB IN YOU IN THE BACK FOR A BUCK
OR A MILLION

SO MANY TWO-FACED PEOPLE
CLAIMING THEY’RE INNOCENT
BUT WHEN I TURN MY BACK
YEAH, THEY’RE PULLING OUT A MINIGUN

THIS IS GOD’S WORLD
AND I’M A CITIZEN
HOW CAN YOU APPROACH ME
AND BE LIKE, “THIS IS MY CITY SON!”

YEAH, I LIVE HERE
I’MMA CIVILIAN 
POWER TO THE PEOPLE REPUBLIC, I’M A DOMINICAN

DON’T GOTTA BLEND IN REBUKE EVERY CHAMELEON
I’MMA CATCH YOU OFF GUARD
JUST TO DISCOVER IF YOU ARE REALLY ONE

IF YOU’RE REPTILIAN
OR CROCODILIAN
I GOT THAT LASER JET
HP PAVILION 

THAT’S NOT A LAPTOP
SO ANY WOLF IN A SHEEPSKIN DISGUISE I’MMA TURN YOU INTO LAMBCHOPS

SPITTING OUT LINES LIKE BLACK SCOTCH
I’M GOD’S MESSENGER
NO TELLIN’ WHERE THAT TELEGRAM STOPS

Verbal D & Edgar Miranda
Chorus:
Hey 
It’s So Hard To Trust Someone
Cause When I Give My All
I Don’t Want To Fall…No
Hey
If You Plan To Deceive Me
I’ll Put Up My Walls
Won’t Accept Your Calls… For Help

Verbal D
VERSE 2:
I NEED A TAPE RECORDER
SO I WRITE MY RHYMES IN BLACK SCOTCH
THE MESSAGE CLEAR
I’M NOT AN IDOL OR MASCOT

I’MMA LEADER IN THIS WORLD
NOT A LEGEND LIKE CAMELOT
I FIGHT FOR THE PEOPLE
FAR BETTER THAN LANCELOT

I’M NOT A BATTLE RAPPER
THAT’LL BEAT EVERY CHALLENGER
I’MMA BATTLE RAPPER 
FOR THE PEOPLE WHO DON’T EVEN HAVE A LOT

MY MUSIC IS A HOME
FOR THOSE WHO DON’T HAVE A SPOT
MY LYRICS ARE THE FRUITS
MUCH SWEETER THAN APRICOTS
 
TO GET TO HEAVEN 
YOU DON’T GOTTA BE AN ASTRONAUT
GOD IS THE ANSWER
TO THE QUESTIONS THAT WE ASK A LOT

LIKE WHY?
WHY ARE PEOPLE SO TREACHEROUS?
THE PEOPLE WE CALL OUR FRIENDS 
AREN’T EVEN THAT GENEROUS

SOME PEOPLE DON’T REMEMBER US
OR KEEP US IN CONTACT
BUT WHEN THEY GET THAT CALL BACK
FOR ANOTHER JOB THAT

THEY WANTED, 
WE ARE THE TOP PREFERENCE
THEY CALL US UP
JUST TO USE US AS A REFERENCE

HOW ARE YOU TRULY DOING?
THAT’S WHAT IT NEVER IS
SO ABOUT ME-AND-YOU
THERE’S NO TOGETHERNESS

TO ALL YOU FAKE PEOPLE
THIS IS SEVERANCE…
SO IF YOU CAN’T MAKE THE CONNECTION
IT’S BECAUSE I SEVERED IT

THINK WITH MY IMAGINATION
CALLING ME ADVENTUROUS 
IT’S NOT ABOUT THE CLEVERNESS
IT’S ALL ABOUT TENDERNESS

SO WHEN I PRAY TO CHRIST
SHOW IT IN MY REVERENCE
I’M HERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD 
AND I’MMA DO IT IN THE PRESENT TENSE

Verbal D & Edgar Miranda
Chorus:
Hey 
It’s So Hard To Trust Someone
Cause When I Give My All
I Don’t Want To Fall
Hey
If You Plan To Deceive Me
I’ll Put Up My Walls
Won’t Accept Your Calls… For Help (X4)


Song Lyrics Copyrighted by Verbal D
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Well, thank you again for reading and listening to the post in its entirety. 
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