Dear Myself by spintwister

art · @spintwister · Aug 19 '19 (edited)

$6.47

Dear Myself

![B24AF06B-C6B9-41CF-97FF-EAA426A50E19.jpeg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmebe2yb9JKMLmRP92a6pw5mph913Xh6tY2A1sHSLFQNGD/B24AF06B-C6B9-41CF-97FF-EAA426A50E19.jpeg)

Dear Myself,

I’m sorry for trying so hard to proved your self to other people that your worth it, I apologize for forcing you sometimes to approach  and talk to people you don’t  like with. Sorry for the times you cry so hard over being not so pretty enough. I am sorry for crying so hard because you experience pain from the people you loved but doesn’t love you back, i’m sorry for sometimes you feel so empty and no one have gots to make you feel fully. Sorry for begging for love to other people. I’m sorry for forcing your self to do thing you don’t  want because thats what they say best for you and right for you. I’m sorry for working so hard just to survive in this cruel society. I’m sorry for living this life in a wrong fortune where you see your self getting exhausted over trying so hard to be at your best. I’m sorry for having too much of shit, thinking too much and feel so terrible. Just hang in there self, be patience-, you’ll  get better and get your luck someday. Pain will end soon but please don’t end your self for that stupid pain. Theirs always a beauty inside you that will bloom and shine someday.

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@fieryfootprints · Aug 19 '19

Very cool work.

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@spintwister · Aug 20 '19

Thank you

👍 fieryfootprints

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@osavi · Aug 19 '19

Wowow!
Amazing drawing <3

Posted using [Partiko Android](https://partiko.app/referral/osavi)

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@spintwister · Aug 20 '19

Thank you

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@hiddenblade · Aug 19 '19

$0.10

Aaww, it's okay to cry, it releases the pain. You don't have to push yourself too much. There are better days. :) And nice drawing. Love the flowers in there too! :D

👍 gentlebot, murh, gniewomir-sotel, spintwister

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@spintwister · Aug 20 '19

Shot hehee i need to recharge my dying soul

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@helpiecake · Aug 19 '19

Hello! 

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@dofah · Aug 19 '19

aww i can feel the pain, as u say " theirs always a beauty inside you "

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@spintwister · Aug 20 '19

Thank you. Time past and it will heal

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@c-squared · Aug 19 '19

c-squared-comment

<div class="pull-left">https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmaSUWYsJ3AMUEMRqCSaoKJVNvtsbKm4fNAtmTidr8Uggc/C%20Squared%20Logo%20Transparency%20200px.png</div><br>This post was shared in the <a href="https://discord.gg/B8JFmJ4">Curation Collective Discord community</a> for curators, and upvoted and resteemed by the @c-squared community account after manual review.<br/>@c-squared runs a <a href="https://steemit.com/witness/@c-cubed/announcing-the-launch-of-the-new-c-squared-witness">community witness</a>. Please consider using one of your witness votes on us <a href ="https://steemconnect.com/sign/account-witness-vote?witness=c-squared&approve=1">here</a>

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@steemitboard · Aug 19 '19

Congratulations @spintwister! You have completed the following achievement on the Steem blockchain and have been rewarded with new badge(s) :

<table><tr><td><img src="https://steemitimages.com/60x70/http://steemitboard.com/@spintwister/voted.png?201908192136"></td><td>You received more than 250 upvotes. Your next target is to reach 500 upvotes.</td></tr>
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@veryspider · Aug 20 '19

Beautiful portrait, there is a lot of nuance and emotions in the expression, you did this sketch wonderfully !

And the writing is very touching, also.... There's so much genuine honesty and openness and though there is a lot of sadness and heaviness, the ending shows a lot of inner strength in your, as well <3

Amazing post, @spintwister <3 Love your talent and openness <3 <3 <3

👍 spintwister

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@spintwister · Aug 20 '19

Thank you so much.

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