Pizzagate is real...

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A picture I painted in my early 30s about my sexual, mental, and physical abuse by my stepfather and family. I didn't forget but I never told anyone about my abuse except my mother when I was 17.  She said the  abuse I suffered was my fault, that is what my stepfather told her and everyone in my family. Later my story told by the perpetrator and his enablers was my abuse never happened. I was as the corporate news labels alternatives to the fake reality they spin, " a Conspiracy Theorist." 

My family abandoned me as a child and as an adult just like our government and institutions abandoned the people they are supposed to serve.  We all suffer from betrayal trauma from our government, leaders, and authority who betray us and also by those who enable abusive authority.

When I found out by my own intuition that the conditioning I received as a child was causing me and my family suffering I went into therapy and on medication for anxiety and panic attacks. Both only treated symptoms not the actual conditioning itself. I couldn't figure out how to let my past go until I found a book on Buddhism and what the Buddha taught. That was the beginning of my healing adventures.

We all need to go on healing adventures because the world we live in is trauma conditioning all of us, which narrows our ability to see reality as it is, instead we see a made up reality of our conditioning.

I  wrote this comment in response to @matrixdwellers post <a href="https://steemit.com/fakenews/@matrixdweller/pizzagate-is-not-news#@reddust/re-matrixdweller-pizzagate-is-not-news-20161209t143740842z">link</a>

>"Growing up I knew a bunch of pedophiles, one of them was my stepfather. Dirty minded men looking for fresh meat and the enabling wives who either were active or enabled by turning a blind eye....they were on the school board or in the churches (easy access to kids) and their ilk cut across the social strata, I was hunted by several older men of high ranking in my town. My stepfather protected me for his own use, several fights broke out when the men would start calling me at my home, I was 12 or 13 at the time. The perverts liked to hunt teen babysitters too. By the time I was babysitting I knew how to fight them. Also around 12 years old I was sent to a foster home because I started saying no to my stepfather and he would beat the crap out of me, we got in some knockdown drag out fights.

>Crazy thing is my foster home had a pervert son in his early 20s I had to fight off....the world has never been a safe place....scratch the surface of this illusion and you find all sorts of monsters one reads about in fiction books."
<a href="https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pizzagate_(conspiracy_theory)">Pizzagate The Conspiracy Theory labeling spin...</a>

Another level to molesting children, rape, and porn, it is trauma conditioning, especially if there is violence involved...this trauma conditioning happens in our entertainment and news as well, just watching this type of activity traumatizes and conditions the mind. We become easy targets for more types of manipulation by preditors and I am not talking about sexual preditors. Our governments, corporations, and institutions are using the media and education system to trauma bond the citizens they are supposed to serve and protect to abusive authority.

<a href="https://www.amazon.com/Betrayal-Bond-Breaking-Exploitive-Relationships/dp/1558745262/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1481296324&sr=1-1&keywords=Trauma+bonding">The Betrayal Bond and Breaking Free </a> 

>Patrick J. Carnes, Ph.D., is an internationally known authority on addiction and recovery issues. He has authored more than twenty books including the bestselling titles Out of the Shadows: Understanding Addiction Recovery, Betrayal Bond, Don't Call It Love, and the first edition of The Gentle Path Through the Twelve Steps. Dr. Carnes' research provides the architecture for the 'task model' of treating addictions that is used by thousands of therapists worldwide and many well-known treatment centers, residential facilities, and hospitals. He is the executive director of the Gentle Path Program, which specializes in dedicated treatment for sexual addiction. For more information on his work and contributions, log onto patrickcarnes.com and sexhelp.com. You can also find him on Facebook and Twitter: @drpatrickcarnes.
 

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